December 16, 2013


  Always in my heart.........

Two years ago today, my heart was torn in two. 
We lost our beloved Shelby and the rest of the Fearless
Five in a tragic fire. 

 They all were very special but Shelby was one of a kind.
She taught me so much in the short time she was with us
and for that I am very thankful.

 Of course sweet Mona lost her true love, Tiger, and he
will always have a special spot too.

Losing the 5 as tragically as we did was a hard thing to deal
with and still is. Sometimes I can almost feel Shelby sitting
next to me and loving me as much as I did her.

Maybe it was God's way of preparing me for losing my 
little man, Weenie, in such a tragic way on Memorial 
Day. I didn't think I would lose him so soon and I still 
haven't come to terms with that yet. Thanks to Mona
and Prissy I know I must. I posted this poem shortly after 
the 5 left for the bridge and now it takes on even more
meaning now that Weenie has joined them.


If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane.
I would walk right up to Heaven
and bring you back again.

No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say "Goodbye".
You were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
My heart still aches with sadness,
and secret tears still flow.
What it meant to love you
-No one can ever know.

But now I know you want me to mourn for you no more;
To remember all the happy times
life still has much in store.

Since you'll never be forgotten,
I pledge to you today
~~A hollowed place within my heart is where you'll always stay~~

  It isn't fair to Mona & Prissy but my heart has just not
been in the Chrismas spirit. I did decide to let the girls
be a part of  the Blogville Gift Exchange so today
I let them open it.

God Bless..........the Mommy Sarah

Mona & Prissy here..........

Now that Mommy is done lets get to the exciting stuff.


 This box came for us but Mommy wouldn't let us open
it until all our house guests were gone...........

Yes....that card says Mona & Prissy so we think we should 
have been allowed to open it upon arrival.

 Lots and lots of stuffies and 2 blankets, one for each
of us.

 Thank you so much Wallace and Penny for the super
fun presents. Mommy says we can take our blankets
to bed with us tonight. Just so you can see how much fun 
we're having here is a little Smilebox Mommy just made.

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♥♥♥♥Mona & Prissy


Mrs. Kee said...

I am so glad Mona and Prissy loved their gifts!! I will be sure to tell Wallace and Penny, they'll be so happy!!

Astro & Mitzie said...

I can tell you had a great time with your new toys from watching the smilebox. The blankets are sweet too.

xo Cinnamon

Matilda the Boxer said...

What grreat presents!

stellaroselong said...

WE didn't know you guys when that tragic accident happened but we can tell it was a huge loss to you, we are so sorry.
Stella Rose

Two French Bulldogs said...

I can't believe it's been that long. So sad

Frankie Furter and Ernie said...

OMD that is a day we will never forget. So much sadness and loss. BUTT we know that the Fearless Five are all watching over us and beyond the sadness of THIS side of the Bridge.
OMD you had some FABULOUS thingys in your exchange pressie package. We love it all and KNOW you two will also.

Cupcake said...

Ms. Sarah,

I miss Weenie so much too. When my Mommy clicks on your blog to see your posts, I always look at little Weenie's picture at the heading. He was so cute and I loved hearing all his stories. I'm so glad he knew what true love was before he went to the bridge. You are the one who showed that to him. I even remember how you looked on the paper and realized his name was Weenie and you called his name and he turned his head around real fast and responded to it. He will never be forgotten and I'm so sorry for your pain. He is still with you and watching over you. Thanks for being such a great Mom to him.

Love, Cupcake

Idaho PugRanch said...

WE did not know of this tragedy, we are so sorry. We know the pain of a tragic loss and know how jsut hard it is. love and hugs to the momma
Mr Bailey, Hazel, Greta and Mom

Pee Es
your pressies look like fun!

Murphy said...

That must have been so heart breaking. We are so sorry.

Your Pals,

Murphy & Stanley

Pee Ess - Please visit our POTP page. We added Rory cuz he had a bad emergency.

Ruby said...

This time of year is always hard, especially when you loose ones so dear to our hearts. Butt, lookie at you now ~ lots of lovely pups and lots of action and love...
and Mona sure was havin' one heck of a time with her stuffie!! Butts, looks like Prissy was just lovin' to lounge on her new blankies! FABulous!
Ruby ♥

Jans Funny Farm said...

It looks like the ups are really enjoying their gifts. :)

Ziggy Stardust said...

Pawsome pressies!!!

Loveys Sasha